BOMB-ED

2010-07-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

I walked with slippers on the wrong foot.. and i only realised WHEN I GOT HOME !
The embarassment.. T.T

2010-07-16T05:39:00.001-07:00

I forgot who i promise to stop using cuss words.
So now i say. screw that promise cause i wanna cuss more.
Been thinking ALOT lately.
And by alot i mean like.. MAJOR lot.
Didn't have the mood to eat today..
My reasons are for myself to know so MYOB.
I thought about it through recess..
And i wondered.. what would happen if the 3 of us really split, like not hang out anymore and i started to tear..
Shirley told me friends come and go. Its true in a way, but think about it..
Friends for a couple of years, always together and all and the next thing you know, you aren't talking or contacting the person anymore.
I've been feeling vexed about it all day.
Then i thought about Xinhui, kana and the others as well..
And this thought came to mind ' Will we stay as friends, like long term'
I think thought thoughted ~ and then i was suggesting to myself that it would be best if i didn't have any friends in the first place, less misery. But, as time passed, i met xinhui, kana, shirley, kiko, TKY, sora, zy, dolyn, and the others, i had fun, i laughed, i joked and i cried. Sure typical. But at the same time, i hide my negative emotions cause shirley would worry( HI MR LI. i thought about you <3 ) so yeahh ..
GAHHHH. I feel stressed. Even though i told someone I'll be able to cope, i think I'm doing the exact opposite, being more stressed.

-edited -
Its craps above. so congrats if you read through.

2010-07-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

<3
Well i edited it so that it covers my double sided tape.
I'll spam tape the next time to ensure this doesn't happen again >_<...

School as per usual. Kinda happy i stayed back cause i did study XD
& i don't feel like doing bao zhang bao dao laaaaaaa ! I do on fullscap ppl complain small. SOOOOO FUSSY CAN!?

You can probably roughly estimate it. I guess its 36 - 37 words on the first line, unfinished x.X..

Soooooooo . 3 more months to o lvl....
HAIYA.....
I feel useless cause i still havent got the motivation to study like chiongster.

I'm gonna go for sat TGX as lenalee again ! Cause Lavi's cosing too.
I PROMISE i'll spam tape.

2010-07-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 7+, off-ed the comp and lights..
Went toilet to brush teeth and saw sora's moiturizer so texted him about it.
Then went back to sleep XD
Woke up ard 1+.. was supposed to go pet shelter but didn't in the end..
Mapled mapled then 4+ le so go bathe.
Decided to go cosfest with xinhui.. Actually is just to eat dinner and pass sora his moisturizer la.
So yeaaaaa. Went in took afew shots and a video then left..
Sora joined me and xh for dinner at justacia.
ended up finishing ard 9+ x.X
So bused back and walked very quickly home.
Thankfully mama didn't scold or anything XD

& its not that i dont have any pics its just that i'm too lazy to post it.
I shall end with 2 pics then.

others... i got mood then post XD

2010-07-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

WELL.... i know I haven't been blogging much. Sorry ! I have to catch up on my lack of sleep you know.

Cosfest today was alright considering its my first time.. XD but still kinda scared cause i feel so fail that i screwed up and all...
I can easily pinpoint 2 mistakes.
#1. TOO FAT. FK
#2. MY SKIRT TOO LONG
#3. MY SOCKS DOESN'T STAY

make that 3 then.

Anyway. Sora, ZY and XH came to my house in the morning like... 8?
So we slacked and just took up our thing till 10. Then started preparing..
Miko overslept so she came over later..
In the end we makeup makeup change change till 2+ x.X
Went there and was nervous !!!
Met ZY and kiko and ky and pris and shirley at burger king, Passed out bags for yasuka to lookafter, THANks. then headed to the tent.
When we went into the tent, the first person ask for photo then i totally shiver. My legs were shaking badly ! Yeah then suddenly one by one keep taking turn so yea stoned there.
Then OMG bak chan kneel down and reach out to reach. ROFL. Then more people came then after awhile change pose, he pretend to kiss my hand. LMAO . i was laughing hard !
Mostly seperated.. Met cousin tasha as rukia :D
Will upload the pics when i'm free or something :D
Or when i get the pictures. HAHAHHAHAHA.
oh there was this crrepy guy..

CASE.

Guy : *walks up to me* (i was beside lavi)
Guy : "hi, you're lenalee right?"
Me : *nods head* (lavi walks over)
Guy : "Nice to meet you" *Gives wierd face but doesn't think much*
Me: *shakes hand*
Guy : *put his hand around my shoulder* * passes phone to shirley to help us take*
Me : * Gives wierd face to shirley*

x.X so yeah I'm uncomfortable with ppl i don't effing know being so dam close to me.. And whats more, he feels wierd... so yeah..
Kinda freaked me out. Lavi said he talked to me as if lenalee came to rl x.X...

So yeah hanged around went to eat ban mian, the owner very cute luh

owner: chushi yao gen ni men pai yi zhao ke yi mah?
Us : Keyi keyi
Owner walks back and comes to us
owner : I gen ni men jiang hao ler, dan shi ta xian zai hai shao
LOL. Dam cute and friendly XD

I MUST SAY THIS... I GOT HIT BY LAVI's HAMMER MORE THAN 9 TIMES TODAY !
T.T ... so if i become stupid-er please blame him/her XD
Not to mention my toes got stepped too by a range of people.. And it doesn't help cause my toes were aching...

Yeah so pics shall do the talking =.=...
I wanna sleep now

2010-06-16T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hey people ! (if there are any)
Ok . It's been a long time since i've last blogged XD

Went out with kana ytd ! <3333
She's my new cosplay partner too ! HAHAHAHAHA ! <3
& I just discovered she's 1 year older than me ! WTF?! I thought she was like 15. Same as Xh our something.
Went kino with her and saw alot of mangas ! Bought my cosmode with no kaname :(
YAOI <3 Omg the yaoi we saw sooooo dam hawt ! kyahhhhh *fangirl mode*
Met up with keita to collect my magazines <3
Then went to eat dinner !
Was supposed to eat mac. but they didn't have student meals on school holidays(or so they say) So ended up eating kfc ~!
Headed home after <3

Supposed to go gym with ZM today but... I VERY LAZY LEII..
Ytd slept at 6.47am.. Now keep nua bed =X
Hehe >_< I'll see how it goes XD

I go HK i lose4kg ! whooo ! maybe cause I'm eating tofu there . But i eat alot of good food too XD
SUSHI ! UDON ! PUDDING ! Bought a number of eyeliners too !
The pics with kana abit wierd luh. All thanks to the lighting . Poops .
Will upload them later !

& I'M PLAYING MAPLEEEEE ! <3 Old buddies played back so why not?!
My ign is rather dumb. YuzunaIsGeek. I wanted it to be related to my old nicknames in maple. like geekytuna . But Xin say eeeee. so nvm lo =X
HAHAHA ! and at least i got capital >_< Nearly lost my acc the previous time too !

Guess I'll stop here for now :D <3

2010-05-28T09:42:00.001-07:00

I want to kill myself..

2010-05-24T22:07:00.000-07:00

Well didn't go to school today.
Which also means i didn't take my F&N practical exam.
But I'll be taking it with te sec 5 next monday after chinese O lvl exams.
& the reason for this is... i fucking missed a step when climbing down the stairs to do laundry.
Bro gonna fetch me to the polyclinic soon ~
So yeaaaaa.

2010-05-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

Here's an unglam pic of my mum while I'm dying her hair XD ! Gravity defying spikes =X!

Sorry pissed today cause i wasted nearly $50 on cab fare.
The job person effing stupid. When i went to send in application form, Everything inside even in my resume. Then they recommend me waitress job, ask me go unity street at 4.30pm. But i thought i would finish photoshoot earlier and go for jap class so i asked them postpone. But in the end, i didn't cause photoshoot ended late so i had to waste time until 4.30 and sit a cab there cause i had absolutely no idea how to get there. Then when i went there i saw the hiring job notices. I clearly stated that I'm SIXTEEN! 1994! but they were hiring 18. AND i stated i can only work till 8pm latest. BUT the store is 6pm onwards. Messaged the person and he called me up and asked how old am I, I replied " sixteen didn't you see my resume and application form?" He still told me sisteen cannot work at there, SO WHO WAS IT WHO RECOMMENDED ME? So, conclusion, They effing made me waste my time wandering around and my money on cab fare to and fro from the place.
I cab there from orchard, $6.40. I couldn't find mrt after that so cab home, $17.60.
SO YOU GET THE IDEA?
gahhh. Irritatingg, rants much, you didn't have to read through.

Do't mind bout the other $20+ i cabbed from home to Chinese/japanese garden cause it was my fault i overslept. I woke up at 6 but endedup going back to sleep and i thought it was 6.30 or something but ended up it was already 8.30 when I'm supposed to be there at 10. Got ready etc etc, took awhile =/ left house at 11! see how slow i am.. And rushed. Reached there in 30 mins at least.

WaS kinda nervous cause its my first time in a photoshoot and i can't get my expressions right.
But the turtles and fish and butterfly very cute.
and another thing. IT IS SUPER DUPER HOT.
Thanks hara-chan for teaching me even though i was super blur
& I am super duper FAT.
All my dam fats are showing in my butt = jeans luh. dam fugly.
Fk can't wait to spam gym with cousin, WHOOOO. I think with her i got more motivation to lose weight and all ! !! ! !! ! ! !

so here's a glimpse[3-5 pictures] of what i actually look like as kaito. DAM PHAIL. Prepare to lose your eyes and. well.. vomit?

Sorry for the ugly fringe i had, the hair(fibre) just couldn't stick together.
tadahh. well if your eyes are gone you shouldn't be seeing what I'm typing anymore.
And erm, after seeing that, you should know that I'm getting a new wig, this one, i paid alot but dam little hair x.X...

will post the other pics some other time perhaps.

Goodbyyyyeeee :D

2010-05-15T02:57:00.001-07:00

Overslept today and quickly got ready. My contact lense thingy made me realllll slow cause i didn't know how to open the bottle. AND, my eyes went red after i put it on, super uncomfortable, but after awhile it went back to normal.
Quickly taxi-ed down to Chinese Garden.
Harasaki is really pretty, i feel so dam fail to be kaito. Dam fat + no experience whatsoever in cosplay was really nervous and i know they were very frustrated cause i didn't have the right expressions. They said i must look 'emo' , But but, THATS HOW I NORMALLY LOOK. Maybe with cameras around i don't have that natural emo look. LOL. Yea so, really sorry to everyone for my poor posing and expressions, I'm too girl already =/ I'll try harder next time, PROMISE!

Feel so dam fail as guy . -Head desk-

2010-05-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

Went to aljunied after school for job thingy.
Then headed to Yasuka and bought my wig..
\
Test shoot on sat with hara chan. feels so dam stressed, I think my wig is messed up. gonna fix it in every way i can now. x.X
Job interview on sat too. Jap classes too. OMG ? talk about... STRESS and BUSY.
Mmmm, what else. Oh not to mention i ~~think~~know i screwed my science exam

2010-05-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

Can't be bothered to post..
I seem to be getting pissed at every little thing or maybe its just people showing their dam fk up attitude.

went out in the morning to collect igcap. then trained to bugis to collect my CDs. Met with halt to pass him his wigcap. Trained to Orchard and rushed for classes, was LATEEEEE. Time passed kinda fast today. Sis ftched me to queenclose for mothers day dinner. and now i'm home.
p.s nobody knew i wore a wig until i told them =.=

Tmr will be full time chionging maths and history and erm.. lit? study study study. but in the end also fail la..

Been drinking dam lot of plain water recently and eating fking little due to bloatedness of water in my tummy. Alot of water = like... more than 10 cups? in less than an hour too x.X... water bucket.

and NOTE TO MS, i needa fix my dam phone. its been a painful 6 months =.=...

Can i just effing kill myelf now? I feel dam fail now. Especially in EVERY aspect of life. OK. off to erm.. charge psp and play sudou and.. play ball with dog and... chat with harasaki on msn.
byeeee until... next time

2010-04-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

Thanks SNSL, Kiko, Yangyang, waikiat, dict, Jiayi, Grace, Zhanrong, Joshua, Lindsey, laura, Melissa for the uber big and ultra cuteeee bear !! :D love you loads!

So, birthday wishes from first 5+ and onwards..

#1 - Sookwai
#2 - ZM mei
#3 - Atiqah
#4 - Elisya
MISS JUNAINAH
#5 - Kiko
#6 - Nabil
#7 onwards not in order .
Adli, Miko, Mdm Rozilla, Jolina, Haziq, Mubarak, Nadiah, Kirin, Jason, Grace, Zhanrong, Nabilah, Surekka, Faiz, Melzy, Jiayi, Miko, Bryan(blood bro), Daddy, Mummy, & alot of others. just cant rmb cause i'm cramming notes in my head now :D

Thanks alot for today! Really love you guys/Gals~ <3

Those that i expected to rmb, didn't remember.. and well, can't help feelin dissapointed and heartbroken =/... Can't blame some of them since its MYE now.. *sighs*.. whatever.. its kinda the same every year anyway=/

But thankyou those who remembered! ILY~~

& Thankyou those who sang that embarrassing birthday song for me at the staircase :D

2010-04-17T07:10:00.001-07:00

Well i went for GB today.
Woke up at 7.30 to prepare french toasts and sausages for mini celebration.
Teached the sec 1 drills (slack) ~
Then partied in class. Yvonne's speech~ and cried so as afew others.
So, yeahhh. This is my own speech that i wanna *say* to the juniors too. *cries*

I'm sorry for not attending GB often and the few times that i've went, I'm really grateful and i've had lots of fun thanks to all of you.
Without GB, i wouldn't have known all of you and great friends from other school as well.
Through thick and thin we stand togther, the time we spend on drills under the sun, the times we sing together, outings we had, and times of laughter.
I'll definitely miss all those.
Though we are graduating, GB spirit never dies, remember that and keep GB standing strong.
No matter what others say, no matter how they put us down, we must persevere and prove them wrong.
Right now, GB is still a small uniform group in PRCS, however, we are united as a continent. I have high hopes that one day, GB will still be as united, but with alot more girls. I believe in all of you that you will keep the GB spirit going.
GO FOR GOLD~

& for the sec 4's.
In a blink of an eye, 4 years has passed and we're already sec 4.
From all the complaints we had during sec 1, to becoming leaders and seniors of GB.
Being the first batch of GB girls in PRCS, we had to scale through and compete with other uniform groups to gain recognition by others.
We did well for our drill competition and it's all because we worked together as one.
I really enjoyed my time with all of you, without you all, i don't think GB would be this fun! And you all are great friends that i will definitely cherish.
Thanks for everything, I LOVE YOU ALL~
& with this, good luck for the upcoming exams and do well!

I may or may not be back next year depending on whether i'm going overseas for studies. If i'm in SG then i'll come by every now and then. But if i'm overseas then i'll visit you all when i have a holiday. ~ SO THANKYOU GB GIRLS !

2010-04-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

So i met Shirley at 1 on the bus.
Traveled to orchard and walked around to find ikoma.
Took my placement test and YAY its starting on 25 april .
Walked around ion was supposed to buy my pen, but in the end, decided to go eat first. Walked 3 rounds around b1 and couldn't find swensens. So we continued our search~ And yay ! at last . Was supposed to just eat ice cream but in the end, Ended up eating full meal, so was very very bloated. NEXT TIME, EAT THE ALL YOU CAN EAT ICE CREAM BUFFET XD .
FK THE BLACK WHO TOUCH MY BUTT. JACKASS. BUTT OBSESSED FKER. STILL TOUCH AND SMELL MY HAIR. PERVERT MUCH?! GRRR. DAM SAD AND ANGRY..

So here's the long awaited photos.

My epic fail pasting of plaster.

At swensens

Here's a start of Shirley retarted faces while waiting for her chicken XD

Yay finally end, Now its me turn!

& now, our food has arrived =O

OHHHHH IT's CHIEKEN!! (purposely spell like that de luh!)

ME mE AGAIN!

At ISETAN =O toilet

UGLY PHOTO OF THE DAY(ME) SEE MY GIGANTIC PIMPLE!!?!?!? T.T *CRIES*
My wig was practically dropping off too =.=..

Neoprints x3

& ZILIAN~

OK DONE BYEBYEBYEBYE~~ I IN BAD MOOD ! =(

2010-04-10T03:31:00.001-07:00

AHHHH I'm bored you know?!?!

Speech day wasn't exactly nice.

I've been studying since 12 noon.. 6hrs straight, not bad, new record i think.

mmm what else...

gotta meet shirley tmr~

2010-04-08T06:19:00.000-07:00

Disturbed Shirley in school today, about pink panties which was actually fbts. And got side tracked soon after cause the guys suddenly circled around us and continued the conversation which was...... OKAYYYY.

Moodswings today, i can scream and shout at people 1 minute and the next thing i'm laughing like a mad idiot. I HATE BEING A GIRL. troublesome. Why can't guys get periods.

Okay and being a girl, i won't know how much pain a guy would feel when he gets hit below. Cause all i know is everytime Jason irritates me I'll automatically lift my knee, preparing to kick him there and he usually like very scared <.<.. So, moral of story is don't piss me off. LOL.

I love Mr.Bear(my keychain) and Mr.Bearbear(my gigantic bear collecting dust in box).

Played with lightsticks AGAIN. So i bought this pack of lightstick, SUPER CHEAP so i won't say its as good as those from Japan.. Tmr after speech day then playyyy :D

Haven't had pictures for some time so i PROMISE YOU, sunday night :D hehe

2010-04-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

I seriously don't get why some people have absoulutely no shame and don't know their limits.
A header for (if you know who i'm talking about), quit thinking that the world revolves around you and that everyone LIKES you, cause newsflash *FLASH FLASH* its the complete opposite. You are being a hypocrite , comforting others while doing things behind others back and saying "comforting words" while doing the exact opposite, so i don't see why you ask why are others hypocrites when you are one yourself. Quit being so dam persistent to a guy who has DUMPED you, i know from friend's experience that its irritating and it could make matters worse, and at the rate you're going, i won't be surprised if he never EVER talks to you again. so shutup, and get a moveon.
I'm being very kind considering the fact that we USED TO BE friends because i can assure you, if you were some stranger that i don't even know, you'd regret seeing this post due to the number or INSULTS, VULGARITIES AND ACTUAL SITUATION.

Yuzuki is tired today and she had to travel to Plaza sing to daiso and wait for over an hour with a stupid present for Pb&Pr which in the end, they didn't turn up and asked me to go J8.. so i was major pissed and wanted to go to J8 but it was already 5.15? so i knew i would reach home super late and decided not to go. so i dragged myself home WITH the present again and is still very pissed and angry. Shirley was angry too. =O SO RARE(only have gong face)HA! Shirley said i would be better off with lack of sleep.. stupid seh she. so bad. IS IT SOOOO DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE THAT I'M ALWAYS THE ONE MAKING STUPID COMMENTS MAKING SHIRLEY AND KIKO LTAO? RAHHHH, i'm only like that with people i'm close to.. HAHAHAHA.

TRUTHS OF Yuzuki

#1 - more hyper when there's a lack of sleep. The lesser i sleep, the more high i am
#2 - With alot of sleep, she is very quiet and stone. (shirley say i scary)
#3 - I LOVE MARU AND BEAR BEAR AND KEROPPI AND BUNNEH AND FURRY FURRY TOY
#4 - I'M MENTALLY SOUND
#5 - Will always seek revenge no matter how small the matter is
#6 - Is actually very noisy when i'm high
#7 - I am a nerd
#8 - i love salty popcorn more than sweet ones
#9 - I'm not les! I'm bi!
#10 - I LOVE SCHOOOl, minus the lessons

Continue in next post~ byeeeee .

Still pissed =.=

2010-04-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

Flagday wasn't as pleasant.
Saw alot of black faces, as well as attitudes and got irritated.
The little kiddies were VERY VERY CUTE!!!
But overall tiring.

Met up with Pb, okuno, halt and pr then slacked at tm awhile.. They were.. playing games at the sony shop x.X.. And Pb keep suddenly stand beside me, very scary x.X... Probably cause i was listening to music so i dint really notice nor could i hear =X
Went to find Zy in the train after that.
Followed them to bus. Took 359 then i decided i didn't want to go cause I'm very tired.. and i feel kinda left out so oh well, went home instead, walked from wsps all the way home and my leg hurt like toots. Rained halfway, dam i dread the rain, i absoulutely hate rain when I don't have an umbrella. If i'm indoors then i will say i love the rain. So basically, i got drenched.
Msg lavi awhile~~ then camp infront of comp while eating dinner.
Just realised i only ate breakfast and dinner today.

I kinda understand how anorexics feel now cause i tried being bullimic and forced myself to vomit. the feeling is horrible x.X.. i had to do it like.. 3 - 4 times before i actually vomit. talk about gross and unpleasant x.X..
I think if i keep this up, my voice will be kinda rough sooner or later, which i don't want. so yeah. GYM PLOX.

2010-04-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

I stared at the pretty sky and cute clouds just now while crying and i thought to myself. "It's pretty.. When will my life end? Will i be able to go somewhere beautiful? Would i have any regrets?"

It doesn't help when your parents don't understand you.
They gave birth to you, sure, thats a fact.
But they think their always right, that they're incharge of your life.
I hate that, its irritating the crap outta me.
Everyday, its always about, school, grades, improve, study. Have they ever thought about ME, what i want, what's going on in my life, what's troubling me or what i like for a change? straight NO. They don't care, all they want is good grades, other than that, i'm perfectly useless.

My grandma still treats me like a child. Even though i love her, i still don't wanna be treated like this. It sucks .

& a note. Everyone tells me to slim down, I'm fat etc etc ( Maybe not all : must be blind) BUT reality check ! I SAY I DON'T WANT TO EAT, you still FORCE me to eat. I eat ABIT, you say DON'T EAT SO MUCH. newsflash, WHO'S THE ONE FEEDING ME!? fk, i wish i could go anorexic right now, sure its dangerous and all, but so long as everyone just keep their mouth shuts, why not.
~~maybe i should give it a try~~

& since i'm already at this topic, lemme continue for abit.
I was sick, down with fever, cough, sorethroat, flu. I said i wanna eat porridge cause my throat hurt ALOT. But what did you buy? FRIED SPRING CHICKEN, WITH FRIES. FRIED! FRIED I TELL YOU! i said i didn't want to eat cause my throat hurt enough as it is. But you insisted, told me not to waste food, so fine i ate. 2 days later i was better by abit, i wanted to eat goreng pisang cause there wasn't anything else to eat and what did you say to me? "your throat pain still want eat fried? Plus so fattening" HELLO? what's wrong with you!?! Compare goreng pisang and fried spring chicken, WHICH IS WORSE?!

Anyway, you didn't have to read through that. Just one of my random rants since i'm really pissed and emotional right now. HAHA. hope flagday tmr would be better...

2010-04-01T09:42:00.001-07:00

Shirley got more irritating today.
I got everyone's crazy, mad, retard diseases. So i was lamer than ever .
Did CME project after school. conclusion : the beginning all dam nice.. then gradually the pictures become uglier . ALSO CANNOT BLAME ME! SOME PEOPLE ONLY KNOW HOW ASK OTHERS DO, OWNSELF NEVER DO ANYTHING! Grrr, dam pekchek.
Traveled to bishan to collect the wigs, reached there around 6.11? HAHA, late by 11 min. Then trained back to braddel to meet ZH pass him his wig. Went up escalator, cannot find toilet, then go down. toilet sign point to the lift=.=.. so take lift go up, The lift dam stinky, smell of toilet, so shirley concluded the lift had special compartment. LOL. went up, see the toilet.. dun feel like going le, dam gross. Walked across the road the minimart buy water then went back to station and trained to Pasir Ris. Talked about getting squashed.

Overall i concluded something.. never wear PRCS uniform to the north or west, you get stared at by alot of people, it feels like you're from outer space or have something like 'moron' stuck onto your forehead. >.>... but ANYWAYZ. i'm used to it since i always go to yishun after school. HAHAHAHAHA .

~~I feel like crying real badly.~~

2010-03-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

HERE KIKO AND SHIRLEY. THIS IS WHAT I MEAN FURRY, MY BOYFRIEND OKAY?!?!
CUTE, FURRY and CUDDLY! NOT HAIRY!!

And this is like, my future child. LOL!!

pic credits to respective photographers.

GYM-ED WITH KAIYUN! YAYAY! FUNFUN!
But my joint hurts again...
SAKAE NEXT TIME <3

2010-03-29T04:35:00.000-07:00

I personally think today was one of my lamest day ever.
At first, in the morning i was in a really BAD mood, like really bad.
So i refrained from talking to people throughout.
Then came recess. kept shooting kiko short.
Then idk why dam sudden, i became very lame and kept giving stupid answers to kiko's question or actions.
We sat on the bench chair then she look behind me and said " i thought you dropping"
So i gave a stupid answer say " I'm not shitting kiko"
Then we kept laughing all the way. Then randomly we talk about hair, i think kiko said something bout bring shirley go face threading. Then we continue to back hair and waxing. Then suddenly talk bout Haziq cause he very cute and chubby so comfirm nice to hug. Kiko added on " ask him dun wear shirt then hug so warmmmm" And continued to body odour etc. Then out of the blue i said, I want furry Boyf! "wear my panda suit and sleep de! Then i can hug very warm" And they kept arguing is hairy boyf . x.X.. so continue argueing and correcting them. Then talk about hairy leg people. Then what marry them then every night hug their leg, LIKE WTF? *dies laughing* Then we saw grace and disiao-ed her ask whether Jason got hair. She ask us ownself ask. Then we go ask Jason, then he like, kena shock keep asking why we ask. So we say Grace ask de, etcetc. AND NOT FUNNY LER.
*I think i will fail my oral if i add so many "thenS"*
&I DUN WANT HAIRY BOYF LAH. IS FURRY OKAY? LIKE PANDA! CUTE CUTE, FURRY! NOT HAIR! I DUN LIKE HAIRY PEOPLE!LOL! FURRY ! GET THIS RIGHT! FUR! YOU KNOW!!?!?!?

Wanted to go gym today toooooo =( But jason had speech day and grace cant comfirm and shirley was just plain LAZY sotong. cause she has "netball training". WHaTEVER SHIRLEY!

YAY! exactly 1 more month to my birthday which means 1 more month to science practical exam! sucker siah, birthday still need stay back do exam. x.X..

I became very dark from walking under the sun =(
&kiko, thanks. I'll try not to think bout him. STILL x.X...

And, I KNOW I LOOK VERY GLOOMY/ANGRY/EMO WHATEVER.
Just to make things clear luh.
I'm only high around certain people!
I'm gloomy when i got nothing to do and feel bored.
I'm angry when some whoever pisses me off.
I'm emo when i don't get enough sleep!
CAN!!?!? My face, also not yours, why you care siah!
I want smile i smile lo!

Wigs arrived today~ Gonna collect it after school soon~
DGM costume arriving soon too~!!!
Found a tailor for OP costume!!
YAYYAYYAYYAY!

& at random i decided to post a pic.

*rolls eye at my own post*

2010-03-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

woke up at 6.30. was supposed to go cca but felt like slping so dint go..
woke up at 8.. dint feel like going chinese remediak but heck la so rush go get ready.. surprisingly, i managed to reach EARLIER then shirley.(melt in the sun summore la! tsk!)
Mr lim come tell us wuqi late. then i make noise. Then he tell us the reason.. we all cheh. then he say "i haven't talk finish then you all nyeh nyeh nyeh, make so much noise" then me and shirley keep laughing. And the stupid couple sit beside me.
Did compo and then slack then left. On the bus the time pr msg me say.. dun go tm first, pb nvr reply, so not comfirm. I look at the msg dot dot dot. but in the end they got come luh =.=...
Shopped at Popular with shirley, BOUGHT A NEW EL REVISION BOOK, YAY!
went lunch and met up with PB and PR. sent shirley to bus 3 busstop then walked to gym..
LIke suaku, nvr go gym before then need buy towel and sign in etc .
Then cycled on the thing thing for 20 minutes. Did like afew weight lifting thing. Run 1km on the dunno what mill with the other 2.
Then went walking around like idiot x.X.. didn't know what to do.. was at gym for 1hr 20min and pb say he hungry so left.
Then msg people for 1 2 3 4. In the end eat subway, $7.20 fly(TSK!PR YOUR FAULT LEI) ~ gave cookie to pb cause too full & i don't really like milk chocolate or dark chocolate.. only white chocolate i like XD x.X..
walked around tm and century then went T1 find his "sanji" attire,but NONE..
Went rooftop garden etc etc. PR SUCKS AT DJMAX.HAHAHAHAHAHA!
and bought mac for bro and mama, $8 fly~ (tsk!tsk!everytime say"i later return you the money" in the end, i nvr receive de)
Spent alot today =(
SIGHS. but today very fun XD in a way la.

Sadly, didn't go to pet shelter. stupid cme project, waste my time. !
I wanna watch "how to train a dragon"! =(
AND BOOOOO ! birthday coming soon. which means exams x.X...

2010-03-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

Had a very ghostlicious time with shirley today !
Went to TM for lunch after el supp.
Then dropped by popular to get my revision books. Got fascinated with a ghost book and shirley came see also.
Then we see finish, very curious so ended up going to WS library, find book bout ghosts.
Then majority all on loan, *bites*
Sat there for 2 hours reading, SEE I SO GOOD GIRL, READ BOOK LEI!
Went off, saw ms wong on our way out.
Bought doughnuts and fried yam for my mama and sister.
And yeah, chionging some hw today, gotta go for camp tmr~

2010-03-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

went 7-11 to shop just now and saw that eclispe mint had blackcurrant but there weren't any on the shelves. ask the cashier but they say no more. So i was kinda sadded but this guy gave me his pack. and he even paid for it x.X.. feel so bad =(

I miss 俊輔(shunsuke)　and 弘樹(hiroki) and 菖蒲(ayame)~
Of course i miss ayame above all cause she's like sister.
then shunsuke cause he's like POTENTIAL BOYFRIEND. Whoever be his gf is super lucky!　He's like my second aniki.
Then hiroki.. forever pick on me. but yeah he's nice when he wants to be
I want them to visit again~~ or maybe i can go japan to visit them.. like.. end of year =( .. count down. 8 months~

2010-03-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

This is okada masaki~ (TOP)
HE'S SUPER TALL! bishie~

ISN'T HE LIKE CUTEEEEEEEE?(BTM)
He looks so young but he's 19!!! OMG LAAAA!
He's Hongo KANATA~

i find young actors more handsome and cute than those adult actors. LOL!
shall post some other actors/actress other time~

2010-03-13T10:42:00.000-08:00

All of a sudden I feel like crying..
I keep thinking about the time we used to be together.
And the time we spent.
And it's all over.
I'd give anything to turn back time.
But now it's impossible..
I wish I'd cherished that time..
Getting back together is impossible must to my despair

3-4 years and i can't forget him
maybe cause he was my firstlove?
people say i should stead with another guy to forget about him.
But its impossible to forget a thing completely isn't it?

YUZUKI!! FORGET~~ GET BANG DOWN BY A CAR OR SOMETHING AND LOSE MY MEMORY~
maybe then i don't havta try so hard just to forget

sorry you havta hear my rants~ just ignore this~

2010-03-13T09:59:00.000-08:00

OKOK! I know alot of people bugging me to update. It's irritating actually....
& yeah, read never tag.. how nice.. *sacarsm*

I'll like.. blog when i've got pictures.
Cause apparently, my sister stole my card reader, so i can't transfer the pictures into the computer. And she keeps saying i go her room take things without permission(basically i only go her room use HAIRDRYER, cause mine sucks, and i even return it to the original place). She always takes my things without MY permission and never return. I remember once, my mum accused me of taking the holepuncher without putting it back and it went "missing" and she was most certain i did it. I was pissed of getting accused, so i went to search all the room. Low and behold, i fond the holepuncher in my sis room and when i told my mum, she was like" ok, sorry". AND ITS NOT THOSE SORRY SORRY, is like those meaningless sorries like.. "sorry la, what you want?!?!" that type of sorry.

I know i'm complaining alot BUT the main point is, i hate people accusing me of something i didn't do. I'll just start tearing/crying. If i did it, i'll just face up to it. But don't ever accuse me, or don't push the blame to me when its clearly your fault, i hate it.
Second main point is. I DON'T FORGET EASILY! basically, it means. If you do or say something bad about me, I'll remember it and hate you for it.

alice in wonderland at tiongbahru today. wasn't as good as i thought it would be.. but oh well =/

LJM, cheerup! :D :D :D :D

& whoever who reads this blog, JUST TAG CAN? YOU WON'T LOSE YOUR INTERNET OR YOUR FOOD WHATSOEVER YOU'RE DOING BY TAGGING!!!!

I'll blog either tmr or monday or maybe tuesday. beware for spamage of pictures :D

2010-03-06T05:27:00.001-08:00

Lets just say i'm not exactly very happy today..

P.S. I hate myself for forgetting.. but
Happy 3rd year death anniversary kitty..
I miss you, we all do. I won't forget next year, i promise!
Hope you're happy wherever you are..
Best wishes, x3

2010-03-01T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today is like.. so dam tense, especially first thing in the morn..
Don't wanna mention.

Classes as usual.
Ms junainah today very cute luh .
Actually is cause of 1 sentence she said, the whole class erupted with laughter.
"xueming.. no matter how fast you flap.... you won't fly"
REALLY LOL-ED AT THIS FOR 5 MIN.

then at hall, mr shafie wan keep everyone quiet.
" you so big size, still wan talk"
then everybody start laughing, then he point to the other side.
" you so small size, but talk so much"

And.. i think i got "high" due to the weather.
NOT I GOT MENTAL PROB HOR. is due to weather.
& i find myself talking too much lately =/
I should shuddup ~

Talked with shirley at busstop while waiting for mama
Then got this sec 1 guy look at me like wierd wierd de. BUT HE DAM CUTE. LOL.
When i wave bye to shirley i said
"Not you luh, i saying bye to the tree"
Then shirley turn back to look, then the small boy also turn back to look. LOL
I think i was really very high at the busstop x.X....

Yuzuki shall shuddup... for now >_< ... talk too much later mouth become sausage =O

2010-02-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

Friday

KIKO MADE ME CRYYYYYYYY. cause she mentioned.... nvm ~

Today~
woke up at 8.. lai chuang until 9. go bathe, think whether go or dun go chinese.
But in the end i went at 9.48 , so i reached at 10.04
At 11, pb and vinny call, but i nvr pick up x.X..
then i see the time 11.15, so i chiong the ting xie like mad x.X
then told wuqi i monday take the last ting xie thinggy.
Chiong out call them, they walk till idk where so apparently i heard vinny say "eh their uniform got ribbon" so i assumed its kiko and lindsey luh, cause they were the first 2 to leave class, so walk towards there, and TADAAHHHHH, the whole group(cause they were noisy)
Bought cake, go my house playground smash hello kitty cake at pbbbbbbbb~
go my room, cut the actual bday cake, gamble etc etc.
Vin and yuki left at 4, then the rest continue gamble till 6~
ladidahdiiidahhhh~
went to eat at lp~ then walk all the way to ehub, they kept talking bout... pokemon, digimon, power ranger, yugioh x.X... while i was preoccupied with... staring at the moon(SOOOO DAMMM PREEEEEEETTY)
Went pitb at ehub, nth there. so went arcade. see pb and pr play basketball and parapara!!!
Dam sexy. LOL
walked to ws then head home. DAM TIRED. ...

Just to recall. i skipped breakfast. I didn't eat lunch. I ate 1 slice of cake without the cream, abit of snacks, drank 2 cups of peach tea, 1 can of china apple.AMAZINGGG~ But my stomach feels wierd today x.X.......

Waking up early tmr to go "jogging" so byeeeebyeeeee~

Pr, BE FUTURE MUSICIAN LUH!

2010-02-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

Finally got A1 for Maths after all my years in secondary school.. X.x...
Actually is cause the 2 out of 3 topics tested was easy luh. XD

Told shirley, isaac and joshua "ghost story"
isaac keep cha come in spoil my story!
then in the end, story finish we all ended up laughing!
Why? cause apparently the way i say not scary >_<.. (not fit to tell ghost stories)
I kept laughing so got no atmosphere luh!

Went tuition today~~
I think tuition is like.. 1 of the places where i can like.. laugh genuinely, not fake or forced !
Super funny. And talked with some of them ~ The bishie guy never come today. LOL.

OMG! SS501 IS SOOOOO DAM KWUTEEEE AND SHUAIII~
I like they song "love like this" ----ing nice! XD
go youtube and search XD

In school i feel like.. dunno how to say.. get tired of friends?
like reply them with short answer etc etc.
And i feel like a backstabber. keep talking behind people's back x.X..
gossip gossip, I'M GIRL RIGHT?!?! so its natural. but i still feel dam bad x.X
ZOMG. i think i'm sick of school .

reached home at 8 . Was out studying for 12 hours x.X... then dinner at ikea~
I'm super tired..

2010-02-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

I feel sad, cause i'm the odd ball without a boyf.
But i'm happy cause i don't havta cry so often cause of them
But i want a boyf to comfort me
But i don't want them so kaypoh
But have a boyf like not lonely
But no boyf more freedom
but got boyf can make me laugh
But no boyf i also can laugh
but have boyf they maybe cheat on you
But no boyf,friend backstab you = lonely 184

& so, i'm in a dilemma of have boyf or not have boyf .
stupid and pointless. but yeah. i get ever so jealous now and then.

SICK SICK ~

2010-02-18T04:37:00.000-08:00

1 word. LAZY

but, thanks Yuki,Pb,Pr,halt,lavi and zy for the fun day on 15feb(monday)~
>_<

& thanks shun for pei-ing me to the movies though you're an asshole~

2010-02-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

Yuzu is stressed out.
She doesn't do her hw often, thus her brain crashes frequently

& since she's too ~~lazy~~stressed to post or talk, i shall help once in awhile. ( kind soul here)

*~ShuN~*

2010-02-03T05:19:00.000-08:00

Sorry, but i really feel i need to rant otherwise i'll start breaking down soon.

Stop fking tell me who to hang out with!
Their good friends to me.
Fk you. who have different opinions of them.
Retain so what? Marks low so what?
Stop fking giving me shit of what the people you hang around will affect your grades.
So you're trying to say my grades low is other people fault la.
Pressurizing me every single day, like i got not enough school work to do.
You say you don't like to nag, WOW. Every now and then, you'll suddenly start yapping and yapping about O lvl, future occupation, doctor, study study, work harder, last year. FUCK. I don't need anyone telling me that.
I know it's my last year, i know it's fking o lvl coming, i have my ambitions! I'm not a fucking idiot that doesn't think.

Lazy to continue typing

2010-01-17T00:09:00.000-08:00

i shall not blog for a .. period of time.
byebye

2010-01-08T01:46:00.000-08:00

~~Smile and everything will be alright.~~
Can't control my emotions any longer..
I'm Unwanted in this place .

2010-01-07T05:51:00.000-08:00

Saw cosers at SP today XD
WAHAHA! Was laughing alot and was kind of irritated as well >.> ..

Fking nearly got run over by some asshole riding a motorbike
~~I wonder if anyone would even bother or notice i'm gone~~

I realised that the feeling of being alone alone or told that"you're not wanted" is actually very scary. I don't know which is worse, putting up a brave front to let others believe you're alright when in reality you're actually breaking inside or having close friends that stab you in the back when it comes to their convenience and leaving you like a rag doll. I've always been doing the first and have experienced the latter. Whats to believe and whats not? I feel like breaking down but that makes me seem vunerable so i rather nt unless its extreme..
I have my own doubts and i'm easily jealous. I hate being left out, and usually connect it with unwanted.. my own complications~

first day of school of 2010

2010-01-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

NO COMMENTS-

2009-12-31T08:20:00.001-08:00

Since i nvr wished anyone merry christmas..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !!

I realised alot of people stay home cause alot of them are actually online :D
Handphone's off so don't text me ><..
EVERYONE START A BRAND NEW YEAR WITH A BIG BIG SMILE~~~

Shirley -> . Girl don't sad uh! even though i dunno the details whatsoever. NEW YEAR LE LEI! so even though you quarrel on the last day of the year must bury it by 11.59pm ! then 12am must smile and start the new year fresh hor! no more breaking promises from NOW ! otherwise i'll hammer you!

2009-12-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

EOY 2009~

PARDON ALL BLUR PICS AND VIDEOS, my cam isn't very good T.T

Overslept!~ woke up around 9 and called miko cause we're supposed to meet at 9.30.
End up she haven't wake up so bomb-ed her phone.
Took cab cause she was already out of the house.
I went like.. UHH>>AHH>>OOOOO.MIKO HAS LONG HAIR~ >.>
Trained to bugis and got lost. called ceres to find the way and ended up walking 1 big round.
Was outside and there were like 2 doors thats divided into 3-4 parts?
So was actually very blur where to buy miko's ticket .
Thank you ceres and her friend for the ticket~
Then i stand beside the escalator there and looked in. Then then i saw naruto a.k.a allen, so i went like.. That guy issit tako anot?
then saw LAVIIIII behind so quickly called her and told her to turn around cause i was outside and she.. ahem.. scream very loud. Sry for not telling you i came back XD <3
Followed them awhile and then.. i got lost again, so called ceres and she brought me up to the performance thingy.

First group cosplay

Second Group -The genesis of the war of the genesis<- really liked the group, super cute

Third group - FFVII <- i liked the part where she changed ! ><

I don't have any pics of the solo competition cause.. erm.. i was lazy to take out my cam.
Also the reason why i have soo little photos~

Next up would be cosplayer's pics, PS, there's alot of tasha and miko inside =X

Each time a photographer wants a pic, she would stand there and do various poses, really nice =X

Krauser and his friend. They were hilarious! And very friendly too XD

If i'm not wrong this should be Serene a.k.a yami @ hatsune miku

I really like the guy's costume! Both of them were awesomeeee!

Aiki @ hatsune miku. She's so pretty T.T

ToRaDoRa~! The tiger thing on her hand is.. GYAHHH KAwAII!

D.Gray-man ~

Rozen maiden i think. she's super super friendly and pretty !

Don't know the anime/game/ whatever. BUT. I FIND THEM VERY CUTEEEEEEE and i have no idea why. XDXDXD!

And to end it, here's the group 2 song/dance performance~

first -

second-

third~

2009-12-24T03:40:00.000-08:00

Pissed off today.
Woke up at 6.30, bathed and rushed to the airport.
Standby for 9am flight. We managed to get on but..
The immigration, the queue that i was q-ing at the guy.. super slow.. like WTF??
Then rush to the gate and was late. couldn't get on the flight.
And my sister was pissed, she made it seem like my fault. fk her.
I starting calling her bitch cause. she's really being a bitch.
Gah standby for the next 2 flights but all were full.
My sis wait until keep showing blackface, which made me pissed.
She said "i don't want standby already, you want you ownself standby"
So i replied " then i standby, i pass you the key, you go home first luh"
then she suddenly blackface again keep show attitude. got mood also make until no mood.
And since she's the one carrying the passport, i had to follow her everywhere she go.
She want sit, i also need sit. She want go, just go. make me feel like dog la.
Came back in the end, gonna try for tmr's flight.
I seriously don't want to travel with her the next time.
Rather go with my bro who doesn't talk.
Grr!

The wig store doesn't supply to outside japan T.T..
Guess i'll just have to settle for black ones..

2009-12-22T22:07:00.000-08:00

COME ON PEOPLE KEEP TAGGING! If my blog's dead i won't bother updating!
ALL YOU VIEW AND RUNNERS, TAG BEFORE LEAVING!

Ooookay, since lavi has already updated her blog, it's my turn~~
So i met up with her and we went to chinatown to find my wig. then headed for vivo..
walk walk walk then got lost. Found a sign, and carried on to the rooftop place..
GAHH i will nvr go inside the water=/ everyone's sticking their feets in.. it's like.. errrr..
Cam cam cam~ then started raining~~
went home around 5-6. sent her off at 358 busstop and we huggggged <3 size="1">
Yayy! i held hands with lavi <33

US~

LAVI<33>
Found some irrelevant things on my papa comp. so i'm only gonna post 2 pic. It's dumb so don't laugh!

Me eating ramen~

In panda suit~ * i feel like wearing it out~ =X *

Lastly, *ahem ahem* Allen is a TAKO~

-End-

2009-12-16T09:57:00.000-08:00

Erm erm. i can't update cause the comp isn't letting me sign into msn. AND. i can't connect the memory card reader.
Sooo.. erm.. Everyone's gotta wait till i'm back in sg.. which is probably 28 dec or later.

SORRY PEOPLE WON'T BE AROUND TO ATTEND EOY!

2009-12-15T22:15:00.000-08:00

Just now.. i was supposed to rudh to kembangan to push things to my employer.
so, i decided to take a taxi ..
So i waited there.. And then! got 1 maid. think she so dam smart. purposely stand beside me. and wave for taxi. LIKE WTF? you know ppl waiting for taxi, then you come soo dam late, still dare stand quite close to me and stand like >>> .. FOOK LUH. so i was dam late. and i just reached home. and now i've gotta go pack my bag and head for the airport.

I'll blog about my date with lavi either if i get home as there's no flight. OR when i reach hk. sooo. byebye <3333

2009-12-13T02:35:00.001-08:00

Woke up super early today since the sun was shining on my face. Forum-ed and Msn-ed .
Went back to sleep since i didn't have to work today .
Lavi & Allen went idk where to hunt their wigs. -wonders if they rmbed mine-
Didn't go for a run today as i was too tiredddddd~~ T.T.. Been sleeping very little.

And while i was drying my hair...

I don't like myself without makeup:O...

My cute pebbles<33333

My sis's barkus ~~~~ <3

& that's all ! :D

2009-12-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

Coughs. I'm only updating cause Lavi asked me to~
Ok~~~~

Headed for ahgong's house around 5+ .
But since ahgong have red eye or infection or something.
Mama fetched me back. But i had alot of things to carry back, so it's SUN BIAN. :D
& lavi said he didn't miss me~ :(

優月は今お腹おすかせた！
Translated: Yuzuki is hungry right now~~~~~ :(:(

Stupid, i burnt my finger !

2009-12-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

Okay, So i created a new blog .
Since my previous was dead, and a goner .

I've recently found my long lost twin! a.k.a MY LAVIIIIII~
But evil Allen likes to bully her :(

I'll be heading overseas nxt tuesday or wednesday .
But, of course I will be using the computer~~~~~ :D

I should be updating this blog regularly, UNLESS i'm moodless :D

1 last thing...
Be JEALOUS of my nails :D